I Am Project - An Activist

I’m angry, frustrated, and ashamed. We live in a society that is structured to exploit the planet and its citizens by promoting consumption to support an economic model that is based entirely on greed. This greed has blinded us and is not only preventing us from noticing how we are destroying our values that we wage wars to defend, but bringing our entire species to the brink of extinction.

The city of Edmonton has been annexing prime farmland to support economic growth and urban sprawl for so long that there is no longer sufficient usable farmland to produce enough food to support the city’s population. The municipality is now totally dependent upon imported food.

While Alberta has had a huge budget surplus for many years, the provincial government has not invested anything meaningful into diversifying the provincial economy to stimulate economic growth outside the oil industry. We continue to rape the environment to exploit this non renewable resource without stopping to consider the actual cost in water, wildlife, public health, and quality of life.

One of the things that spoke to me about the 100. and the UBBT was the huge potential these organizations possessed in facilitating change. If Wal-Mart can be convinced to support the organic food industry because their sales history reflects a consumer trend in that direction, the proof is there that every individual has power and influence. Can there be any doubt as to the impact a few enlightened martial arts teachers can have on the planet?

“Don’t ask what the world needs. Ask what makes you come alive, and go do it. Because what the world needs is people who have come alive.” - Howard Thurman (1900 -1981)

I Am Project - Intrepid

I’m not much of a talker or socializer. I prefer to listen to a story than tell one of my own, and new experiences have always been a social challenge for me. Ironically, all my growth and personal successes have come about through intrepid decisions that have taken me way out of my comfort zone where I have exploited the opportunities that have presented themselves.

The biggest factor holding many of my students back is their fear of failure. So many avoid anything too far removed from familiar ground. Sure they have other excuses like “I’m too busy” or “I’m too broke”, but in almost all cases the reality is that most of us will find any excuse to avoid the stress that is associated with situations that induce anxiety.

Opportunity only knocks so many times and life is too short to let these windows close. When I look back at my past, I have more regrets for the moments I never seized than any actions I have taken. The best lesson my father ever gave me was when he advised me during a crossroads in my career. He said: “Jeff if you don’t take this chance, you will spend the rest of your life wondering what if.” I have kept his advice front and centre and it has never failed me.

When I am intrepid, I create opportunities for personal growth and open myself up to new experiences and new people. If I had never contacted Tom Callos about the 100. I would never have made my first trip to Alabama where I met Master McNeill. These two great teachers have given me so much over the past two years and their influence has fueled my resolve to challenge myself to the fullest so that I can honestly say at the end of every day that I am a different person than I was when I woke up this morning.

Whether it be a seminar in forms or chi kung, if my students are intrepid they will value the opportunities that cross their paths and become the martial artist that they want to be.

“When I look back now over my life and call to mind what I might have had simply for taking and did not take, my heart is like to break.” - William Hale White (1831 - 1913)

I Am Project - An Artist

I own an old VHS copy of Grand Master Ed Parker teaching a seminar at a martial arts school in California. The video is 80’s vintage, shot with a video camera of the same era so of course the quality is poor. There is a portion where GM Parker is explaining the force vectors associated with executing the high rising block and how it corresponds to the theory of orbital motion. His forty minute explanation is thorough, so thorough in fact that if one of my black belts were talking for that long during a class, I would have been quietly reaching for the big hook to pull them aside to tell them “less yak and more smack”. Yet when I watch this video, and I have over and over again, I find myself completely enthralled with every word GM Parker has to say and as he speaks I feel my mind opening up to his ideas and my fascination growing. Such is the power of passion.

Like any art kung fu has technical, physical, emotional, and spiritual components. Above all kung fu is an art and I am an artist. My passion will fuel my work.

“Traditionalists often study what is taught, not what there is to create.”
- Ed Parker (1931 - 1990)